Grocery List

Sometimes I write things down in the notes section of my phone because I am afraid to forget a feeling or moment. I named it "Grocery List" just in case someone happens to take my phone. I don't know why I am ashamed of them or scared of someone seeing it. I guess it's a space for me to write down my exact feelings even if I can't put them into words. Which is pretty ironic since here I am creating a blog that literally anyone can see. I think the past 5 months have shown me that you can't be afraid of having deep, emotional feelings. It is a part of who you are and accepting them instead of pushing them to the side can be more therapeutic than ignoring them all together. I hope one day I'll be able to share my Grocery List but for now I'll just start will a blog.